Inner Though

Back to square one. 

My one and only hope got shattered today. 

I was rejected by the two and when the email came today, saying that I was unsuccessful, I’m very disappointed. 

But as much disappointment that I had, I know that I couldn’t be too sad. 

I have to be composed and must have faith that something better is in store for me. 

I guess Allah knows what’s best for me and maybe this is not the best for me now. 

Shoulder straight and chin up, I will not give up. 

I will try again next year and I will not stop trying until I get it, period.